free but focused

This weekend did more for me than I could have thought possible. A girl should have her heart so entwined in Christ that a man must seek God's heart in order to find hers. I started a new journal, the real kind, with pencil and paper. I played guitar tonight. I'm looking forward to the next 6 months.



"I'm building the world myself and putting new hats on everybody one by one...Before I go out I'm gonna have people in tutus, cops wearing sombreros, stockbrokers with viking hats, priests with panties on their heads. In the world I'm building everybody shouts hello to everybody else from their car windows. People have speakers attached to their chests that pour out music so you can tell from a distance what mood they're in, and they won't be too chicken to get naked when the rain comes." -Rachel Corrie

mm..

Celebrating Christ's birthday the traditional way.
Once again starting projects that won't be finished.
Self-reflecting and making resolutions.
Wanting to make peace with everyone.
Running away from everything.
Wish it was different,
This Christmas.



More in love with God. More.

snuggled up together like two birds of a feather should be

The day is half started.
This Christmas break has been suprisingly one of the most productive ever.
No, I haven't filled out scholarships or done any major cleaning..
but time has sure been well spent.

Howard gave us a Werther's Original today.
He came in, huge grin as always.
"You girls aren't done yet are you?"
I really really want to be as good as him one day.
-carrying candy in my pocket for those youngins-
We hope to bring joy to others.
We want to encourage.
He is Joy to the World.
Thank God for Howard, Werther's Originals.

(and anna of course.)

Merry Christmas to all, and to all a good day.

made possible by the elite.

Life brings the unexpected. Circumstances change as life progresses. I can't think of any better way to spend my years than with the ones I admire most, my very own "crème de la crème." It's funny how it doesn't really matter how many hours have to be spent together when something is right. The chosen ones you give yourself to, they support, jest, and don't mind the passenger seat in your life. They watch you drive and are on constant lookout for any roadblocks, sure to offer suggestions if they know a better way. My elect, I couldn't have planned a more fitting evening together. As we were laying, conversing about the "blogability" of the evening, I thanked God for the precious moments he so graciously has let me enjoy. The night was simply celestial. When I wished upon a star..

unusual

there is so much I need to write about.


"let your requests be made known unto God."
-Phil 4:6

sarah, superwoman?

Wow. That really stunned me.
"Oh, but Sarah doesn't want a boyfriend."
WHAT @(&*#^;
I like the fact that I appear independent, self-sufficient, and content;
however,
do my feelings not come into play even just a little?
Or for you is it all the time..
"PITY ME. POOR ME. I HAVE THE HARDEST LIFE."
and i completely understand, you would have never meant it this way.

but seriously..
i don't exactly want to end up an old maid either,
i just don't want to waste time with the wrong guys.
i apologize that i am picky, would you rather me be a slut?


Philippians 4:6-7
"Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your
requests be known unto God. And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep
your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus."

my turn.

so caught off guard. suddenly not OK with things the way they are. more would be good. this isn't
flowery. I wish it was; maybe it would sound better. These choppy sentences are meant to mirror
my manner of thinking. I have this smile tugging at my lips.. and I can't seem to get rid of it.



I don't want to go yet.



"i want to talk to you sitting on the roof of a dugout...
...again and again."

it's december.

Nothing exciting happened today. I don't like that. I'm going to do homework and go Christmas
shopping with my brother, that should be fun.


Here's your blog where I didn't try.. enjoy.