because I'm waiting for the real thing."
I remember yearning for something, anything.
I can smell the cologne of naivety.
My body reminisces those dark nights.
The words that used to coax me into surrender,
how bittersweet as they resound in my head.
The now faded letters and twenty-five cent rings,
that once cluttered my desk,
that's right.. cluttered my desk,
are replaced with lighthouses of encouragement.
"You seemed happier today"
Those were the words I was waiting to hear.
Finally.. it was noticed.
"I feel like, the girl I was a few seasons ago, again, finally."
At one time, that seemed a feat too hard.
What caused the change?
When did it happen?
Where am I going?
Whit has Josh. Kate has Corey. Kaitlen has Lloyd. Lee has Darren. Courtney has Deaton. Liv has Thomas. Caylea has Brandon. Julie has Ethan. Anna has Jeff. I have a call to be patient. And I can be okay with that.
Thank God. Lesson learned. Heartache over. Let me run where I want to run.
1 comment:
i think i understand almost every line. and all i have to say is...
thank goodness thats over.
and congratulations.
i am happy for your happiness.
p.s. i noticed it, too:)
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