reggae and a movie date.

I can't pretend to be something I'm not.
I don't know if anyone knows my hearts true beat.
It feels very alone sometimes.
I do not want sympathy cards.
I am so in love with my God.
I find my peace in Him.
I can picture myself at the bottom of a mountain right now,
staring up at the majesty it commands.

The river would sound so peaceful tonight;
but I can deal with pitter-patter on the window sill..
the sound of cars on wet pavement..


I'd like a house, with a car, and a family of my own.
I'd like a tent, with stars, and crickets.
I'd like a boardgame, with Ginger, and laughter.
I'd like a 5-star hotel, pillow mints, and a book.
I'd like a foreign country, strangers, and a view.
I'd like the coast, the wind, and birds to chirp me a melody.




You could say I'm searching.