I'm frustrated.
Isn't college supposed to be the place where you meet all these amazing new people and develop healthy routines that you keep for your whole life? Maybe I expected too much? Maybe I imagined a more perfect circumstance? I enjoy all my classes. I love all the people I've met. I have even gotten to work out a few times at the gym. My dorm is awesome. I just really want to love the entire experience though. It's not even that I miss home so much. I love everyone there and I can't wait to see them, but that's not what is keeping me from fully loving my current location. I just feel like I haven't gotten to make an impact yet. I realize I am rambling. I have even gotten to join a few church organizations that I really enjoy. The yearning for more than okay is killing me though. Wilmington is not the problem, I just may not be making the best use of my circumstance. What an awesome place to have the priveledge to live! What is this desire I have yet to fill?
On an upside, this woman at Hardees yesterday completely made my day. I ordered a small sweet tea but she gave me a large because it was only a dollar. I love the south.
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Sarah, I fully and completely understand what your going through. HOWEVER, unfortunately, I have no answers. I feel......unfulfilled in some way, I know I'm where I'm supposed to be....maybe I just don't know what I'ms supposed to be doing. Any way, I'll pray for you. Please pray for me.
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