Psalm 27:3, and good friends

Something snapped inside of me tonight. Next time you see me something might be a little different. It will be for the better. I'm not sure what the change will be yet. But the change is definite. I'm ready for betterment; I have the desire. My thoughts have been so scattered lately, but what's new? When Dawn told me that I would have it hard at Wilmington, I knew I was scared in that moment. I just didn't realize the extent of it. It really is hard... all of it. The main person I'm fighting is myself. Lots and lots of prayer is what I need.